In That Moment
She walks this earth alone
She longs for someone to want to know her, to love her, to never let her down
For now, complete isolation is the only place she finds her happiness. There’s not one soul in the world that can hurt her in her fantasy kingdom that way
Tear soaked pillows. Swollen eyes. Tissues scattered. She’s so tired of it all
No one is ever there when she cries out, no one
She’s independent & strong, but she still needs love, true love
She can hear the birds chirping & the wind blowing when everyone else focuses on work & worries
She loved a couple of men but now she is truly terrified to love again
Her isolation is what feels like home to her, not a man’s arms
Watering eyes every time she wonders why she couldn’t catch his eye, why he couldn’t just be the man she wanted him to be
In those moments it seems time stands still
She rushes home from work or hurries away from people to get back to her isolation. No one understands
No one understands her at all
She stopped regretting the love she gave away because she realized how big her heart is. How much love & care & tenderness & patience she had for those that didn’t even give her the time of the day
For the man that finds her broken isolated heart, is the man that will truly experience love from a woman
Lori
