August 21, 2018

I Deserve More

I deserve a love I don’t have to question

I’m no saint. I’m not perfect in any way. I have flaws. I am a bitch. When provoked, I’m an asshole. I don’t have the perfect body. I’m talented, but maybe not in every area.

I’m just me, just Lori.

I have given trust, loyalty, respect, love, & myself to men who never deserved to even know my name.

I deserve someone I never have to even think about questioning.

Someone deserves me.

I deserve someone to give the moon to who’ll give it right back…

A love that is true & pure. No games, no infidelity, no wrong doings of any sort. True & Pure.

A person who can match my loyalty. A person who is compatible with me completely in ‘our moments’.

I deserve something that’s greater than what I can think up or write about.

Someone that’s as much of a goof, & crazy as me.

Someone holds the key to my heart…..

Again, I’m not perfect, but I’m not wrong or conceited….I am the only one that truly knows myself aside from God. I deserve something special for a change, someone special.

I’m not delusional, I lived a nightmare for far too long.

I’m not weak, I was too trusting.

Lori

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